my apologies and your reflections

I know! I exactly know that I hurt people at home, work, and friends. I am sorry if I seemed to get easily irritated by what you say and what you do. I have a personal problem and that I have no time to get along to things I don't want to hear and I don't want to see..

But, I hope that you will realize I may have some point to react at that way. You may as well think of it why, and you will be enlighten..

I apologize if it hurts for you all to the reactions I have. Apologies. I guess I would need to die for awhile with your presence, to somehow treat me as if I don't exist and it will be okay for me this way. Anyways, you bet!.. I'll ask for your attention again!

next..

workmates.athanobs.com

I had uploaded recently pictures in my photo gallery. Just testing our employee hosting package..

c.r.y.

I felt crying but had only once. No matter how much the hurt inside is, my tears had dried. It seems that I am immuned with problems that are keep on coming back to me now...

If it just doesn't hurt people that will miss me, I could have ended my life yesterday. wtf!

p.s. apologies for the words I wrote, I really felt this way.