Good bye! until we meet again..

Nope! I am not saying goodbye to my blog.

I am doing my last(maybe?) post for this year. Like any other blogger do I am recalling my 2007 life I was sharing to you, to wit;

What's with me on the count down before new year?
The Red Horse, Cake or Eragon
Even if you're still single at Feb
The PUMPing
I won a price on P30 Milyong Pabuenas ng Auction
I sad illness of my mom, but we're able fight it!
Paseo Break
Tongs Family Restuarant
on Ed's Birthday!
My 1st team building of my new team mates!
Company Christmas party at the Club Ultimata

There were still much for me to say but I opted to name those few. I am delightful to at least share myself to your space. Thanks and see you next year for me and your lives' adventures...

Alzheimer's disease

I've been to Chung Hua hospital this morning. I am with my father and mom. We went their to ask advise from a Neurologist. It's my mom who recently got ill. As per consultation, she seems to be having Alzheimer. I do not know how I am feeling right now.

Below are the list of the symptoms of the illness.

10 warning signs of Alzheimer's:

1. Memory loss. Forgetting recently learned information is one of the most common early signs of dementia. A person begins to forget more often and is unable to recall the information later.
What's normal? Forgetting names or appointments occasionally.
2. Difficulty performing familiar tasks. People with dementia often find it hard to plan or complete everyday tasks. Individuals may lose track of the steps involved in preparing a meal, placing a telephone call or playing a game.
What's normal? Occasionally forgetting why you came into a room or what you planned to say.
3. Problems with language. People with Alzheimer’s disease often forget simple words or substitute unusual words, making their speech or writing hard to understand. They may be unable to find the toothbrush, for example, and instead ask for "that thing for my mouth.”
What's normal? Sometimes having trouble finding the right word.
4. Disorientation to time and place. People with Alzheimer’s disease can become lost in their own neighborhood, forget where they are and how they got there, and not know how to get back home.
What's normal? Forgetting the day of the week or where you were going.
5. Poor or decreased judgment. Those with Alzheimer’s may dress inappropriately, wearing several layers on a warm day or little clothing in the cold. They may show poor judgment, like giving away large sums of money to telemarketers.
What's normal? Making a questionable or debatable decision from time to time.
6. Problems with abstract thinking. Someone with Alzheimer’s disease may have unusual difficulty performing complex mental tasks, like forgetting what numbers are for and how they should be used.
What's normal? Finding it challenging to balance a checkbook.
7. Misplacing things. A person with Alzheimer’s disease may put things in unusual places: an iron in the freezer or a wristwatch in the sugar bowl.
What's normal? Misplacing keys or a wallet temporarily.
8. Changes in mood or behavior. Someone with Alzheimer’s disease may show rapid mood swings – from calm to tears to anger – for no apparent reason.
What's normal? Occasionally feeling sad or moody.
9. Changes in personality. The personalities of people with dementia can change dramatically. They may become extremely confused, suspicious, fearful or dependent on a family member.
What's normal? People’s personalities do change somewhat with age.
10. Loss of initiative. A person with Alzheimer’s disease may become very passive, sitting in front of the TV for hours, sleeping more than usual or not wanting to do usual activities.
What's normal? Sometimes feeling weary of work or social obligations.

Welcome me back!

It's been months that I had abandoned the blog. Hope your still visiting here.

A salute to the Graduates

I never realized how life with school was. I just can't explain if I am lucky enough now. I admit that I never graduated yet in college but I am competent enough to my field. I do had manifested it!

Believe it or not, after highschool graduation, I went to college. Yes, I took an advanced summer class of my course, BSIT. I am so naive in my first school days and that was in a summer class. Everyone seems to know each other but it seems I am there and half of me is in Jupiter.

Years passed, I feel bored going to school. This could also be brought by financial, personal and family problems that we had. They just found out one day that I stoppped attending school. My grades failed and scholarship was lost. It is indeed a sad story to tell. But, this really is a part of life. I stand up from where I fall and a month later a found a job in which relates to my course..

Nothing much to say.. I just hope you learn something from me and wanted to greet the people who have been a part of my life at school and are graduating. A big hand and a salute for you!!!

I wanted to congratulate everyone who will be graduating this year. I am specially most glad and salute my schoolmates and batch from my school, CIT.

half crazy

I am so insane with family problems! I do not know what will I need to do. I am sick! This still keeps on coming back to me.

But, I need to face it. I know how difficult it is but I need to be a man to stand up. This is madness.

I wanted to cry but my tears all had dried up. grrr. I am crazy. Can someone please stop me? ...

fighting the boredom

Life has been boring as I have noticed it. At night I'm awake with a three-minute allowance to be idle and back again speaking to customers at the phone. Extending a bit of hours at the office to update them via email as well as surfing information on the web while updating my blog. Then.. it's time to go home. With my body so weary, bed is the perfect place to be. The clocks ticks 5:00 PM and I am wake up, with eyes wide open but nothing on my mind running. After awhile, bed is the perfect place to be, again. This is my daily routine.

saving and will continue later..
now blogging back..

I decided to create a project. I am now starting a scrapbook with my pictures, friends, family, workmates, events and others. This is what I am interested to do right now and I guess this will fight my boredom. I could remember a friend of mine that says "keep yourself busy". I believe he is true.

Gathering materials, fixing some skeds as to when to print pictures needed and still with my daily routine in me. blah!

next..

my apologies and your reflections

I know! I exactly know that I hurt people at home, work, and friends. I am sorry if I seemed to get easily irritated by what you say and what you do. I have a personal problem and that I have no time to get along to things I don't want to hear and I don't want to see..

But, I hope that you will realize I may have some point to react at that way. You may as well think of it why, and you will be enlighten..

I apologize if it hurts for you all to the reactions I have. Apologies. I guess I would need to die for awhile with your presence, to somehow treat me as if I don't exist and it will be okay for me this way. Anyways, you bet!.. I'll ask for your attention again!

next..

c.r.y.

I felt crying but had only once. No matter how much the hurt inside is, my tears had dried. It seems that I am immuned with problems that are keep on coming back to me now...

If it just doesn't hurt people that will miss me, I could have ended my life yesterday. wtf!

p.s. apologies for the words I wrote, I really felt this way.

got the feeling, again

Will I be writing about 'love'? Well, it's not. It is just about the feeling that I have these past days - boredom, hopeless, and hatred..

I thought that landing a job will make me better. It will make me happy as I can have things that I needed and wanted easily. But beyond that, the feeling of boredom to have a routine of work and home makes me lazy. Am I not interested in my job anymore? I can't tell. I still love being online but I don't like talking to customers on the phone. The job I have relates me to my unfinished course but I wanted to focus more on the scripts and to deliver the exact scripts to calm and please people on the phone..

..And, there comes a family problem. I am really hopeless. No matter what I do to be good that never in my life I've been such a hard headed son, I shouldered the burden. I tried my best(it could be that I haven't give my all) but nothing happens. This hatred is still felt though sometimes it is less..

With work, I got bad stats this month. I bet that I might be a candidate for the wire tapping (call monitoring) next month. huhuhu. *sigh.

what will i do on three days off?

tonight, it'll be the last day of the week before the three days off from work. Got bad calls this early morning! grr! Well, for sure, I'll still be going home late noon tomorrow. I will be for an OT and somehow surfing the net for some stuffs...

Ideas come up from the team that we will have movie marathon, but that was not properly agreed though. So, I bet that after sometime at the office and going back home, the perfect place will definitely be - bed. And, there goes my eyes open wide at night until early morning and the only option to take away the boredom is the TV. But that will somehow bore me after sometime.. lol!

There will still be two days left then after that.. wtf! I don't have anything planned to do on those days, hmmmm? Any ideas you have or you can invite me for a gig, too..

happy valentines day

O ang pag-ibig nga naman sadyang makapangyarihan. Hindi mo akalaing mag papaalala pa ng petsa para gunitain sya.

Ngunit, paano pag single ka sa araw ng mga puso? Mag kukulong kana lang ba sa bahay at igapos ang iyong sarili sa higaan upang magparusa sa pag-ibig na dapat iyo ring naramdaman? hello? mali ka!

Marami pa ang dapat mangyari sa araw na ito. Hindi mo kailangan ng someone special. Hindi mo lang alam na marami sa paligid mo ang higit na nagmamahal sa iyo. Pwedeng sila ang iyong i-date sa araw na ito.

At, marami pa ang dapat pwede mong gawin. Sa araw na ito ay hindi lang pag-ibig sa iba ang ibig sabihin, higit sa lahat ay ang pagmamahal mo sa iyong sarili para mahalin ka ng iba ang siyang dapat..

p.s. apologies for the visitors not able to understand the language, i just felt to write it this way! hehehe:)

onCue

***still thinking, hmmmmm..

I hope I can pass a nice article about love on a soon to be launching magazine, but still I don't have anything finished yet though I had made already a draft.

..but I am still here, thoughts running in my head. I wanted to submit one, something that is interesting, and that many can relate,.

ugh! hmmmm.

how soon could it be?

It's been a hard days of emotion that went. And, still the after effect and the hatred is still felt. wtf! honestly, it's a family problem!

I don't want to further elaborate it. I just kept it inside, and I know at some other time these days I got to tell them... and it will be sooner..

red horse, cake or eragon?

if you were to choose, which one do you prefer?

red horse.., cake.., or eragon..,

well, it is up to you to have one. but i had all of these three this week. from wednesday night after a work shift i was inivited by my friends in which i had setup a conference chat using meebo.com. though it was midnight already, i still went to the place to meet them. when i arrived, they already had a drink and was just waiting for my presence. in autoshop at mango avenue were carlo, jake, leah and guendolyn. cookie was there but had to go home early since his X-bf went to take her home. waaaaaah!

when we decided to go home, we opted to stay at carlo's house.. unfortunately, we were not able to go in. juon, which was doing some stuffs at carlo's PC was in a deep slumber. no matter how we call his phone, he never answered. second option was then raised and we went to jake's apartment. walking through the wet street with raindrops slowly falling on our heads seems to be a good-bad adventure event. and finally we got a nap, yeah! yes! a nap. we had only a couple of hours like 2,3,4 i think.. hmmm.. and we then separated after the sun seems to peep from the clouds that covers him.

i went to sleep at home directly after i arrived, and wake up about 5pm in the afternoon. i don't have work then so i decided to buy something at ayala center. and.. what a small world! i saw maggie and my supervisor joy at dessert factory restaurant. i went and join them without any plans.. forgot the diet moments went on. we ordered delicious dishes, a drink and a cake that melts my body (yeah, to much sweets, though i like it, makes me feel lazy).. joy now shares here love story beyond her messanger status in our work that made us laugh "joy.. im complication!". it did not end there. we still watched eragon movie. they were supposed to watch KKK, a MMFF film, but i objected co'z i saw it already and it seems i'll go bingo already for the MMFF films. too bad for them! i decide.. we watched eragon..

time passes and movie was done. we separated our lives again and went home. i just walk from the mall going home since it is just distance away..

bitin! but, all i did just to keep me alive and prepare my self for a night shift work was washing my clothes at home. hehehe. harhar!

so, if you have time,.. just pass me one of it, red horse, cake or treat me back to watch eragon movie.. lol.

***apologies, don't have pictures posted yet, ...haven't got a cam at those events, i'll just used my research tools to post your faces! hehe..

'007, make it better!

first, i want to greet all of you a HAPPY NEW YEAR!

on the count down for the new year's day, it was just simply same as what happen on the count down before Christmas. i was texting friends, greeting for a happy and prosperous new year. i had a nap before 11pm so i can witness the celebration on the 12th on the new year's day. i am just with my parents celebrating...

i am not supposed to include greeting johnry but, decided to send him a candid forwarded text message. moments after, he replied asking if i felt bad about him. i don't know what he exactly mean but it could be the thing that he greeted me a day before Christmas and ask for a present. i told him, "sure" and ask for confirmation and he said it is okay to give him a wallet but never heard of him until the 31st day. i don't know if i am that stupid to take it seriously until i decided not to reply to him any answers to his questions, unless we'll meet personally. you might ask what the world happen to me to act like this to him. hehehe, i won't mention! just figure it out! lol.

the 30th day was my younger brother's birhtday and followed by my mom on the 31st as well as my brother-in-law celebrates his birthday on the 1st of January. it figures, it saves money to celebate it all in one day on the 31st day!

Happy Birthday Rizal, Mama and Kuya Grett!
i would like to say a happy bithday and welcome to the world for Sarah Veronica(my younger brother's daughter) and Kidlat(hehehe, i forgot the real name of my sister's son).

i went to the office now with less calls from cust but thousands of e-mails in our workpool. i am not that feeling good to work this day also, though i did not party the whole night. i went only sleeping(too much sleep might have caused this).

it's been the 12th day now that i am still waiting for the employee package to arrive. from the updates it states after we change the personal information we'll get it after 10 days.. but, i am still waiting for it..

year ending post, still blogging next year!

i started my blog as if i wanted to post using cebuano dialect. i thought it would be easy for me to express using my own dialect.. it let me realized when someone read about my blog and suggested to let me post in a medium of expression that majority can understand. so, i did it!

my blog is basically about my personal life. it's about pain, happiness, love, work, family and other things that i just wanted to post. it makes feel better posting it here most especially if it aches my heart. but, it let me feel good after i shout it in the net by posting it.

within this year, my blog somehow had been a diary of my life about my work, gigs, and destinations i went. i've posted how i felt for someone, how i felt about work, about friendship, about what happenings at home and others..

i had created other blogs specifically for certain topics and posted it there, but that wasn't working. i mean, it lost my interest with those after awhile. unlike with this blog, i am able to update though sometimes it makes me lazy to post my thoughts.

i hope to share more of me the next year. this serves as my personal news about myself, to let my friends know, that even we never that often see each other, they may remember to check my blog to know that i might be needing there hugs and kisses now! lol!

Belated Merry Chirstmas and Happy New Year everyone!

december

i felt it once again. it was two days before it will be a month of december, the sadness seems to come. as far as i remember, when this month comes, problems occur. first, i had this problem about my sister who wants to live back here in Cebu. second, my younger brothers wife will soon be giving birth to a child this month and that i assumed that i will be helping them financially about it. third, a cousin of mind left from their home without any words to her parents. i so hate, it is starting now, what more to come?!

it's not my prob, but it's killing me

lately, i found out that my sister was having a problem, and this makes my mind ill. I was in my work on a night shift and login in my YM account and that she was online. She PM me that she's not happy in Manila, and that she is not able to adjust to her mohter-in-law. All I do was read her line and acknowledged how she feels. I was even out of my mind that time and I need to verify information on simple questions from my customers on the phone. At this moment in time, I don't exactly know what will I tell her...

all souls day

just recently, i went to the cemetery with my mama and tiya to light up candles with our loves ones who had passed away. it was funny to think that we bring to big candles and each one that we visit is lighted with those candles, after my tiya blow and carry it over to next one, until the candles were leave to the last place of my lolo. hehehehe. saving energy and saving money. ngeaks!

the tuna, rice or appendicities

it was midnight when i got home from work. i was too hungry that i opted to go to a convenient store to buy a tuna, 'flakes in oil'. i served myself to eat. the rice seems to be in its bad state. i asked mama if it was newly cooked and so it was. in my hunger i think less of it. i just eat.. i went upstairs after 25 minutes when i had finished eaten. an hour after, my stomach aches. is this because of the rice or the tuna that i bought from the convenient store? early morning at 5am i had my mama and me in circle. i told her that my stomach aches in the right part. it realy hurts until all of the sudden told him that im dizzy. she was so nervous that i look so pale. she had me massage my back to feel the pain coz' it looks like im fallin' to the ground.