december

i felt it once again. it was two days before it will be a month of december, the sadness seems to come. as far as i remember, when this month comes, problems occur. first, i had this problem about my sister who wants to live back here in Cebu. second, my younger brothers wife will soon be giving birth to a child this month and that i assumed that i will be helping them financially about it. third, a cousin of mind left from their home without any words to her parents. i so hate, it is starting now, what more to come?!